In an interview with GQ published Monday, the “Babygirl” actress revealed she thinks more about “mortality” now that she is in her mid-50s and has lost both her parents.

Kidman is newly grieving the death of her mom, Janelle Ann Kidman, who passed away at age 84 in September. The Oscar winner had to leave the Venice Film Festival early because of the family tragedy. Kidman was there to accept the Volpi Cup award for Best Actress for her role in her new film “Babygirl.”